"Over You"

Weather man said it’s gonna snow
By now I should be used to the cold
Mid-February shouldn’t be so scary
It was only December
I still remember the presents, the tree, you and me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

Living alone here in this place
I think of you, and I’m not afraid
Your favourite records make me feel better
Cause you sing along
With every song
I know you didn’t mean to give them to me

But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

It really sinks in, you know, when I see it in stone

Cause you went away,
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you

 

 

 

One of my friends posted a link to this song on the memorial page for her Husband. Its By Miranda Lambert, Shes a really great country singer. It has great significance in the fact that its about her husband's (Blake Shelton, Another great country artist) brother who was killed in a car accident at the age of 15. My friends Husband was my closest friend. We could go for months without talking and yet pick up the same conversations from where we left off and keep going as if no time had passed at all.

 

He was killed in a car accident on August 25th 2011.

 

I Miss him everyday, I think of the last time that I saw him. Of the time when I turned up at his house with Slushies from 7-11 for no apparent reason other than the face that I wanted to say Hi.

I think about that time that we played at the park on the beach for hours under the Northern Lights that were so amazing people said it was like a farewell before the end of the world.

I think of playing on the snow skate on the bunny hill at work on the second day of the Ski Season because I was already getting sent home from work because I managed to break my wrists the first day of it. No one was hiring equipment that night so Val kicked you out to try it out, and sent me home. You were my ride home that night though so I was stuck there even if I wanted to go home. You were pretty good with that thing, I was Crap! but you help my splints and elbows and took the time to help me try and balance while not breaking anything else. I remember it clearly, its one of my favourite memories. I remember the times that you conveniently forgot about the time difference between Alb and Sask and turned up an hour early to pick me up for work...Just enough time for a Timmies lol.

 

I can only hope that there is a reason for you being taken from us so soon. I hold onto that hope and am trying to take each day as it comes.

 

I Miss You xxx

2 Years On...

Two years ago I wrote a post, About how I had a hard time letting people in, letting them get to know me and trying to get to know them. Since then I have been betrayed, I have been broken and I have been picked up and put back together with an Amazing Man! One that Loves me for Me, doesn't get upset with me when I am having a Hard time trying to say what it is that I want to say. That understands that sometimes the things that come out of my mouth don't make a huge amount of sense to anyone else...But for the most part he understands me, (that is an Amazing talent of his). He knows the things that I don't want to say, and will comment on them without needing me to prompt him. He understands that Growler was there first and hasn't tried to take his place, but has made sure that I don't have to sacrifice the things that are important to me and matter just to make him Happy. He has been there for me when I have had good news and stayed with me and made sure that I am safe and okay when I have had bad news. He knows when all I need is for him just to hold me and not say anything until I am ready to talk, and when to kick me up the arse and to get on with things because I am being a wimp. I have a man that is pushing me to be the best that I can be, and supporting me in anyway that he possibly can in order to achieve this. He has scared the life out of me! had me in tears because I was so worried, and yet during that time still been more concerned about how I am than himself.

For this I want you to know that I Love You more than anything! I Can not imagine how I would have been able to survive this last year without you standing next to me. I am going to be forever grateful to you and will never be able to understand just how lucky I am to have you and your love in my life.

I Love You MH xxx

p.s. Its a leap year.....Marry Me? lol